My tongues the only muscle on my body that works harder than my heart

this is not what i want to be listening to!!

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 03:34:50 GMT

ok so today rocked asshole. not mine tho. work was sooo goddamn busy. but after work i hung out with adam!! it was so fun we exchanged drunken stories and he made me laugh while driving. soo fun. we went to newbury comics and stop and shop. i need to go visit him at lowell cause hanging out with him is like smoking crack but legalized (except in french polynesia) but ya guess what i have to go back to newbury cause my awilhelmscream cd is fucking cracked. and i have to buy blood for blood and the other awesome band he told me about. and watched at HELLFEST!!!! then i played soccer with the corx family and then chilled at casa de corx where we were joined by adam and gillXcore. then we went to friendly's and taco bell and i came home.

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 03:48:57 GMT

i take part of that last entry back. i would go about some things differently. sorry man.

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 03:26:53 GMT

"Destroy all that which is evil
So that which is good may flourish"

well its like a week before i leave for school so i guess the summers over. im still working til friday but you know what. ive had an awesome goddamn summer. i wouldnt trade it for anything. ANYTHING. "when im threw with these schools its students will be so smart theyll be able to program their VCRs without spilling piping hot gravy all over myself." sorry that just came on tv. my feet are cold. i gotta do some laundry. theres just some things that i dont care about. actually screw this entry im done. but i will tell you that for once in a long time im happy.

swim past the tide sail out to sea

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 04:29:30 GMT

its weird watching game 7 of the 2001 stanley cup i still got butterflies in my stomach and a lump in my throat watching ray bourque kiss that cup. so then i went to tracys bday but i was in a bad mood. then i went and played soccer and i think everyone knew i was in a bad mood and it didnt help cause sucked. so someone needs to remind me to go talk to the soccer coach soons i get to school so i can get my workout schedule. i got a bunch of college stuff and new jeans today my moms so fussy about my clothes and im like i dont care illwear them. im watching gladiator and ill probably watch something else after it. i wanna watch boondock saints but ive seen it too much this week. i answer the phone with and irish accent

if we're controlled by what is free you should tangle up with me

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 03:55:49 GMT

im cold. and im watching futurama. fry to his gif "michelle i dont regret this. But i both rue and resent it." i dont have like anything to say. i havent written in a while but i still got nothing. i dont know i leave in some odd days but im not worried about im confident that things will work. im cold im leaving now

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 14:40:44 GMT

ok so its like 9 o'clock am im downstairs eating some boston creme pie watching jerry macguire when the phone rings. its my dad and he wants to know how to unlock my car i told him just press the button and he said it wasnt working. so i went to robbins to get the other key. hes at stop n shop so i get to mickey d's and he calls and says hes got it. i go back to robbins drop the key off and i come home and it turns out he was trying to use the keys to his van to unlock my taurus. ya old age.

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 04:05:20 GMT

awesome night tonight!

15 days til i go to college thats just weird

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 15:16:28 GMT

quick question...why can i sit around all day when its sunny out but when its raining i want to go outside?

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 03:07:05 GMT

Sick of the bullshit (Thats correct!)
Sick of the lies (Thats correct!)
All your complaining
All of the time

I dont know what I'll say I dont know what I'll do
I know its getting old I'm getting tired of you

some Darkbuster for you and it really made me realize in all honesty...i wish i was drunk as a skunk right now. I wanna be slamming like a sailor all night. maybe my parents will leave for the weekend miraculously.

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 02:43:16 GMT

who has a gun for which i will be using to shoot myself in the throat with?

you're upset don't believe your eyes, this mute print lies

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 17:48:41 GMT

work was a good time. julie isnt retarded at all and we didnt have to return all those boxes. wasnt wicked worried about my tat. got to listen to a wilhelm scream. its so awesome being able to listen to YOUR music in YOUR car (even though its technically not my car) umm ya im gonna go eat and only right in this when i have something good to say from now on

"All my friends are anchor end"

hey high five!

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 04:24:42 GMT

i got a tattoo. i got a tattoo. i got a tattoo hey hey hey hey. and mike did too.

im in a spectacular mood. kinda feel bad about cause i kinda feel like everyone else is not...

i guess ill just have to cheer everyone up.

i was actually gonna stop writing in this causeit pissed me off. i still might..

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 04:23:38 GMT

my yahoo mail account has seen a recent influx of porn. weird

so uh you guys like stuff?

im confused.

im proud of myself right now. its been like this since like the last night chris was here. i have the strength now.

forget the kind words told, and the complimentaries.
All you fucks can go to hell.
I guess I've known it all, but I could not refuse to go.

i love how it just took me an extra 15 mins to write this cause i went to look those lyrics up onlizzle.

When the musics over....turn out the lights

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 18:39:44 GMT

concert....whoo! wish we couldve seen more of monty's fan club a) cause they were good b) cause the guy was wearing a velvet revolver shirt and i like them. oh my god i have something in common with the lead singer from montys fan club! its fate! so then we went to kristens for some lake and water trampoline. my hands survived the concert fine, but punching phils balls through the trampoline really messed it up. work today was tiring but ended on a good note as i got free vanilla pepsi (which i like more than v. coke) arizona iced tea and a sports bar. Tattoo tonight!! whoo! laterdays

baby, you just bought yourself a brand new man

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 03:13:07 GMT

so tonight was interesting. blue collar comedy is fuckin hilarious. at first i couldnt get past my annoyance over the heavy southern accents but i did and my god i havent laughed that hard in a while. larry the cable guy is awesome. so after watchign that with chris we tried to get the watch shop girl to come hang out with us for chris to no avail so we went and waited for colleen to get off work she gave us free subway toys niiiice. then we drove around only saw 2 friggin pididdles thats so rare. ps the other day i saw an ice cream truck pididdle with mike and i called it on him. we went to krispy kreme and then back to her house for some trampolinin. not the best send off night ever but its what we usually do so it was good to do it one last time. im confident ill stay in touch with that mofo.

"Remember when you said you;d hold my heart instead? Well i'm letting you know now, go ahead"

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 20:49:09 GMT

ok so parents going to sox game tonight and im not!! fucking pissed but oh well. my brother just called to yell at me cause he thought he was sposed to pick me up from work. which i had no idea about. and why would he pick me up at 430 but ok he yelled at my dad not me not a problem. the drama unfolds at the lawes house....

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 20:42:16 GMT

"I'll listen for sentiment, you listen for the sound. Whatever it takes we wont know until we meet again."

whoo! Letterkills - The Bridge...i just bought it cause i liked one song and they looked emo on the back. but they blewed me away. i love it haha!! so anyways chris is leaving tomorrow rather than friday cause his plane got moved up due to the storm so ill probably be with him tonight then colleen wants to do something when she gets out of work so we'll see what happens there

"I just walked away and took more steps towards being safe, baby, you just bought yourself a brand new man."

cut my wrists and black my eyes so i can fall asleep tonight

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 00:57:58 GMT

i have zero energy right now

i was sposed to go see Harold and Kumar with seano mac and kate but that didnt work out. had to go out to eat with my parents and do some shopping for college life. but we didnt actually buy anything cause apparently saturday is "TAX FREE DAY"!!! in the state of massachusetts so we're buying everything then. hawthorne heights is good. but im not listening to them at this current moment...wait for it...wait for it...wait for it....now! it just took me like 8 tries to type "now!" heres how the other ones were wasted

noq
noe
no!
now@

thats it so actually 5.

sooner

let's do it right under the streetlight

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 06:11:47 GMT

fun day. had fun while feeling like this. ok to do list.

Get Laptop
Call other roomies
Learn roomies names
Shopping ith my mom
Get this tattoo i want it sooo bad

http://mystic-caravan.com/celtic/wp/tree.gif

thats about it i think. oh ya dont kill self

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 11:49:55 GMT

seano man i thought you were gonna call me in like 2 mins so i sat down to watch some sportscenter and i musta fell asleep cause i woke up at like 4 and had like 8 missed calls

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 02:25:50 GMT

im sorry to everyone who i was sposed to do something with tonight. ill explain it to you later. maybe.

why do you make me crazy?

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 18:17:13 GMT

haha oh man some good ass times last night and yesterday. tubing, water tramp, water tramp at night. craziness. then later on more craziness which i will not type out because it is too long. lets just say i saw colleen naked, and we slept in the same bed. you do the math ;) just kidding nothing happened. if truth be told colleen likes to take her clothes off when drunk and then we were downstairs talkign and fell asleep. my room is absolutely freezing it felt so good to come lie down in that bed. everyone should you know call and wish my dad happy birthday cause it was yesterday. im getting him a hammer. i need to buy the hunt for red october and the letter kills cd. ok im dead. bye bye

shes a bitch repeated 85 times

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 02:46:49 GMT

tonight just oh man
craazy
i aint taking care of nooobody on saturday
ugh i fell asleep i guess
im lonely

so goodbye sweet roisin dobh i say goodbye

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 23:51:21 GMT

i cant wait for saturday. itll be such a relief to get away from you.
i can deal its happened before

parents are such assholes

found something to do

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 21:42:41 GMT

Thirteen random things you like:
01) Soccer
02) Snowboarding
03) Music
04) Bruins
05) Driving around doing pretty much nothing
07) Having that connection with someone where you can just talk forever about anything no matter how big or small
08) Kissing
09) Concerts
10) Red Sox
11) girls
12) Sharks
13) History

Twelve movies:
01) Ocean's Eleven
02) Memento
03) The Believer
04) Kill Bill
05) Good Will Hunting
06) Fight Club
07) Anchorman
08) Dodgeball
09) Saving Private Ryan
10) Mr. Deeds
11) anything with Jack Black
12) Say Anything

Eleven good bands/artists:
01) Audio Karate
02) Alkaline Trio
03) Brand New
04) Dropkick Murphy's
05) Lit
07) Refused
08) Big D
09) Millencolin
10) Poison the Well
11) A Wilhelm Scream

Ten things about you ... physically:
01) 5'11
02) scruffy
03) blue eyes
04) small hands
05) used to be like white blonde hair now it looks brown
06) small teeth (fuck you sean)
07) tight ass despite what sean says just grab it if you dont believe me
08) skinny i guess
09) scars
10) strong legs

Nine good friends: IN NO ORDER
01) seano
02) chris
03) katelyn
04) ashley
05) gillXcore
06) adam
07) kelsey
08) caila (why not)
09) jen

Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) Biscuits
02) Reeses peanut butter cups
03) Pizza
04) Raspberry Ginger Ale
05) Eggs Benedict
06) Clams
07) Klondike Bars
08) fried chicken

Seven things you wear daily:
01) Name tag
02) Hat
03) shirt
04) boxers
05) shoes
06) socks
07) Belt

Six things that annoy you:
01) When people automatically assume you like a band just cause they were on the radio
02) Being called a pothead cause i have long hair and am too lazy to shave
03) Having nothing to do
04) When my brothers gif is constantly here
05) Parking Meters
06) Butts

Five things you touch everyday:
01) Books
02) TV
03) Pen
04) Soap
05) Someone else

Four shows you watch:
01) simpsons
02) that 70's show
03) family guy
04) futurama

Three celebrities you have a crush on:
01) Lindsey Lohan
02) Shakira
03) The girl from 8 Simple Rules

Two people on lj/dj that you have kissed:
01) katie
02) jen

One person you could spend the rest of your life with:
01) i tell you who its not and thats michael bolton